Love beYond explAnation....

you came into my life...
took my heart rip it apart...
left me alone to cry...
u hold me in your arms and say once again you love me....
u said your love was true...
u said you loved me wholeheartedly...
and then u walked away....
tell me that you love me...
tell me that you need me...
cos Ill never leave u and i will stay here with you....
my love for you is more than i can think...
Im just so in love with you....
after days and months that you have gone
we have both moved on...
we met many one the way..
had trials and love along the way...
but forever u will stay
a part of u just stays in me...
forever it will be....

our love may be short...our memories may be few...
but there is this little splinter working inside me that keeps me going on....
ive loved u and ive hated u...
and now i am still missing u...
love and hate is just less than a step away....
but i love you as much as i hate....
and i guess thats call love....
there is no reasons why i love u...
something i cant explain...
the shortest memories i had...
but yet forever imprinted in my heart....
you left and irremovable mark right in the centre of my heart...
an unforgettable mark...
and an eternal memory...

I wonder if i still love you after so long....
i really dont know...
as much as i wish i dont...
but the truth is in my heart.....

I ponder if u feel the same....
i wonder if you have completely moved on...
I wish i could say i have....
I wish i could say it out loud...
but my heart wrenches whenever i attempt....
cos the fact is cruel...
Im just so in love with you


_29 Feb 04_
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_15 Mar 04_




_To someone whom i thought Ive never loved you but only to realise that Ive loved u the most N so much more than I thought I could give_
_Ive given you my fullest at the end though i know U dont_