_Masked_

There is this burning flame inside me, lost n helpless. Wats all these happening around me? I ask myself if its really me? I can trust no body no more... As the dawn cracks, its like the start of another cycle of another day, back to sch, seeing the same pple who seemed more lik strangers to u...even the one who seem to be closer to u is no exception...u see their true colors after so long. u feel so tired of seeing pple wearing masks...u wish u could smile or even laugh out loud feeling real for just that once, but u know u dont, u are just lik them, putting a false front. You see things so thorough, u understand so much...u wish u could just walk away...how much u wish u could. The reason being im holding myslf on is Myslf...to graduate and just walk out of this darkness...u never want to look back again...wher u finally see wat u truly are...
The only time u look forward to everyday is to walk out of that sch gate of yours N thats when u see the real u...No more hypocrisy. The feeling of trying to be someone u are not is tiring...so tiring. However u know its essential for u to do so. u can never be true to them.

@this point of time i suddenly wish u could be by my side. But its all so impossible, I cant turn myself back and I know Neither can U. I still miss u every now and then. Despite all that had happened in the past...Ive hated and Ive loved u... but its no longer important...I still wish u success in your career. Deep down in my heart I do look forward to seeing u again if ever there is a chance we will meet again at all. Want to know how are you getting on... But at the same, i wish ill never see you again...